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from The List by Lucid Dementia

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Everyone I know, hates to show, what's inside of them.
Everyone I know, wants me to show, what's inside of me. (and I see...)
Everybodies got this fucked up thing
Everybodies got this fucked up thing
Everybodies got...
Everybodies got...
Everybodies got, this fucked, up, thing.

She, said, that, the middle of the road, was the best place to go, cause she didn't want to be the one to cause a problem, didnt want to be the one to bring attention.
She, said, that, when she was a child her father beat her, taught her to stay in the darkened corners, taught to be silent to avoid the punishment.
I, tried, to, show her how the world could be filled with love if she opened up her heart to the slings and arrows, opened up her heart to love I'd known.
She, said, that, she'd never open up to the concept love, her heart was stainless steel, and she would never let me in, no she would never let me in and...

I've, tried, to, forget the memories of my youth, forget the sick and twisted things that occurred by the hands of ones that would hate my innocence.
I've, tried, to, bury the thoughts of the times I was caught and put through the motions of torture and embarassment, run though the ringer of childhood trauma.
I've, learned, that, to stay in the middle is worse then death, to stay in the middle is a silent prison I had to get out, I had to get out.
I try, and I try, to repress, what's inside, and I'll never let you in, no I'll , never let you in, no I'll never let you in, and...

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from The List, released March 1, 2004

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Lucid Dementia Austin, Texas

Lucid Dementia is an Avant Garde Industrial Metal band from Austin, Texas that is led by a 6 foot tall alien creature puppet.
"I don’t know quite what I was expecting, but quite frankly, I was blown away!!! This band is great! They’re Goth, punk, and tight as hell. I couldn’t stop pounding my feet and bobbing my head. I defy you not to get off!"
-John Aielli, KUT radio 90.5FM ... more

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